Staring out the window, watching the world pass by, I felt a great sense of loss. I find myself often at the window, looking out on the denizens wandering to-and-fro. I keep thinking about their little lives, and why it is that they are allowed to roam free, while I am stuck where I am.
It is really all my fault.
I chose my job over unemployment, and have regretted it ever since.
In a bid to do more with my life, I have set up this little blog. It will probably be growing cobwebs in less than 6 months.
Unless...
Unless I do something with it.
I will use it as a platform. This will be the garbage dump for my subconscious. I'll post whatever fits my mood, be it speculative fiction or journal entries, deep thoughts or inane ramblings.
I'll have a schedule. Sundays and Wednesdays. Each day I'll post something that may be worthwhile, though probably not.
From here on out I'll keep this blog like a pet, lavishing time and energy on it, hoping to get some small bit of joy.
Maybe I'll be good at it, just before I lapse into indifference, like I always tend to do.
No comments:
Post a Comment